Heaven Out Of Hell

So are you turning around your mind
do you think the sun won't shine this time
are you breathing only half of the air
are you giving only half of a chance
Don't you wanna shake because you love
cry because you care
feel 'cause you're alive
sleep because you're tired

make heaven, heaven out of hell now...

Are you locked up in you counting the days
oh how long untill you have your freedom
just shake because you love
cry because you care
feel 'cause you're alive
sleep because you're tired
shake because you love
bleed 'cause you got hurt
die because you lived

make heaven, heaven out of hell now...

are you still turning around the same thing
are you still trying that way
are you still praying the same prayers
are you still waiting for that same day to come

climbing the same mountain
you're not getting higher
you're running after yourself
can't let go
hiding in that place you don't wanna be
you push happiness so far away
but it comes back
to give you all that you've given before
to love you the way that you do, like a mirror
look in the air 'n catch that boomerang
can't fall anywhere else but in your own

and make heaven
heaven out of hell now
make heaven
heaven out of hell now...
make heaven, heaven out of hell now
make heaven
heaven out of hell now
are you still waiting
meke heaven
heaven out of hell now
are you still praying
make heaven
heaven out of hell now
are you still losing
make heaven
heaven out of hell now
make heaven
heaven out of hell now
I wanna fly because
I dream
dream
dream

Sea rage

La mancanza di te è come una febbre che mi consuma le ossa
la forza e la volontà si liquefano e scorrono dentro me
le sento defluire, vorrei trattenerle e non lasciarle scappare
ma oggi no, oggi non è possibile
Oggi il mare è furioso e reclama la sua vittima
sempre e soltanto la stessa
ad accanirsi su un corpo sempre più senza forze e speranze
a lasciarlo esanime senza che nessuno possa curarne le ferite


Lack of you is like a fever that eat my bones
strenght and will liquefy themselves and flow inside me
i feel them to flow out, i would like to keep them and don't let them go
but not today, today is not possible
Today the sea is furious and claim for his victim
always and only the same one
to attack a body everyday more hopeless and weak
to leave it lifeless with nobody able to cure his wounds

Wind

Vento corri tra gli alberi della foresta
raccontami storie di animali, di amanti persi nel buio,
di lacrime di giovani donne e giovani uomini,
ancora acerbi nel loro amore
ma così sicuri di conoscerlo già a fondo
raccontami di solitudini perse dietro una bottiglia
di artisti che dannano la loro anima tra note, pennelli, inchiostro
vola tra le case che sembrarono a me vicine
posati sui nostri corpi nudi e dormienti
ancora ebbri del piacere fisico
ancora sazii della felicità raggiunta
ancora ignaro del dolore futuro
ed ora
portami via, lontano
lontano dalla pelle, lontano dalla pace,
lontano dai sorrisi, lontano dalle carezze
Il mondo non mi appartiene

Wind flow between trees in the forest
tell me stories of animals, of lovers lost in the dark,
of young women and men's tears,
so green in their first love
but so sure to know it already
tell me stories of loneliness lost behind a bottle
of artist that damn their soul between notes, pencils, inks,
flow between the houses that for a while were so close to me
and place on our naked and sleepin bodies
still drunks of phisical pleasure
still satisfied of the sudden happines
still unaware of the future pain
and now
take me away, far
far from skin, far from peace
far from smiles, far from caresses
the world doesn't belong to me

Rabbia

The trick is convert fear in rage
sorrow in angryness
tears in devilish smile
dust in fire.
It will be what keep myself standing...

Gelosia

My jelousy is not to posses someone. I rather believe in freedom. My jelousy is to pretend that people care about me, that people do something special just and only for me.
What make me feel bad is to think that nobody care about what I think and what I feel.
I didn't tought about have someone as my woman, as my property, I don't posses people, but I want posses toughts. I tought about someone that do things not for me... This is chilly...
Tonight I feel lonely, something I expected... I'm alone at home. I don't like it, I want have life around me, and I miss now hopes and dreams, someone to give my toughts.

Il motore degli eventi

A butterfly move it wings and on the other side of the world there is an huracan.
Is hard to write when You are not talking to someone. I've always needed someone to give my toughts... Well is high time I start do talk to myself.
I'll be my therapyst :)
What happens in last 2 months? I have been changing so many roles and I'm not proud of some of them... And even if day by day I tought I was doing the right thing, it seems that I was not really doing so much right. And I don't talk about results, when something start to go wrong, for any reason, is hard to put it back on the right track... And anyway it was the right one?
I must resign that I will never know it. I can just look forward and go on.
I'll miss much few feelings and few things that will not belong to me, but is always like that. Any choice close some paths and open others. I've lost few things but I have chance to get others.
I'm still in a storm of feelings and I'm trying to move out from it. I just can't wait to be far from this situation and have a clear look about everything.
First toughts here. I wonder if I will write more...